Grandmas Giving Up

We waste so much time

trying to live lies

because we are so afraid

to feel and live the truths we have within us.

We are so afraid of being honest with ourselves.

I see so many grandmas saying,

“I just don’t care anymore.” 

“I’ve finally given up trying.” 

“Now, I’m doing whatever the fuck I want.”

But wait.

Who came up with the rule

that we had to wait to be sixty-five

to do whatever the fuck we want?

Instead of being ashamed of being honest with the world,

let’s make our outer world

match our inner world.

Let’s start being sixty-five 

at age nine.

Let’s start being grandmas.